http://www.kristinnoelle.com/2006/12/07/grounds-for-starting-a-caffeine-addiction/ uncovering life's layers, exploring truth's terrain... Thu, 20 Nov 2008 16:35:26 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.0.4 http://www.kristinnoelle.com/2006/12/07/grounds-for-starting-a-caffeine-addiction/#comment-2153 Wed, 03 Jan 2007 20:28:01 +0000 http://www.kristinnoelle.com/2006/12/07/grounds-for-starting-a-caffeine-addiction/#comment-2153 [...] I’m still trying to make sense of what happened a few weeks ago when I got word of the second death threat to an AJS worker. Something broke inside of me. It still feels a little bit broken. Every so often this happens, and to this day I’m not clear how the thing gets fixed again. Or whether it ever does. Maybe it’s always broken, and one-two punches of very dark things are just enough to remind me of it. To make its feelings grow conscious. [...] […] I’m still trying to make sense of what happened a few weeks ago when I got word of the second death threat to an AJS worker. Something broke inside of me. It still feels a little bit broken. Every so often this happens, and to this day I’m not clear how the thing gets fixed again. Or whether it ever does. Maybe it’s always broken, and one-two punches of very dark things are just enough to remind me of it. To make its feelings grow conscious. […]

]]> http://www.kristinnoelle.com/2006/12/07/grounds-for-starting-a-caffeine-addiction/#comment-1634 Fri, 15 Dec 2006 20:01:41 +0000 http://www.kristinnoelle.com/2006/12/07/grounds-for-starting-a-caffeine-addiction/#comment-1634 Yes, me too, Gail. I'm glad to know I'm not alone. Yes, me too, Gail. I’m glad to know I’m not alone.

]]> http://www.kristinnoelle.com/2006/12/07/grounds-for-starting-a-caffeine-addiction/#comment-1632 Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:54:06 +0000 http://www.kristinnoelle.com/2006/12/07/grounds-for-starting-a-caffeine-addiction/#comment-1632 I've read this entry many times, Kristin. And then I log off and go drink a tall glass of cold water and eat a cookie. Or go listen to music. Or do something else in a vain attempt to forget how much I really and truly like being asleep in my life, safe in my life, and secure behind the brick walls of our home - most of the time. But I realize that cookies and tea and Sarah McLachlan are not the answer - at least not for everything. Pondering the possibilities, Gail I’ve read this entry many times, Kristin. And then I log off and go drink a tall glass of cold water and eat a cookie. Or go listen to music. Or do something else in a vain attempt to forget how much I really and truly like being asleep in my life, safe in my life, and secure behind the brick walls of our home - most of the time. But I realize that cookies and tea and Sarah McLachlan are not the answer - at least not for everything. Pondering the possibilities, Gail

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